well today is another day and im notto happy about it. mostly because i have to go to school and see a hole bunch of assholes. one of thoes assholes how ever is a bit more special. his name is justice and i once liked him. im not really sure if i like him now. why? u ask well the same reason why i couldnt be with him when he tolled me he liked me =[ he has a crush on a girl named kristen and no matter how much he denies it I KNOW! HE LIKES HER!. and im personally not about to go out with a guy who might leave me at any moment for some other chick , because im pretty sure that if while we were going out she tolled him she liked him he would kick me to the curve and go running to her. =/ so yeah im not about to take that chacne. also last night i had the weirdset dream about him. i dreamt that we were like in this cothes library Oo and we were all sitting around a table and for some reason i had my diary and he took it and read it. >:[ i was pissed i ripped it out of his hands and stormed off. then i heard himtalking about what he had read , i was so mad i was close to tears. but yeah then i woke up :P so i think that may be a sign that hes not good at keeping his mouth shut so ... im not to sure about that. anyway that isnt the first time that ive had a dram about him.. the last dream i had of him ws like a year and a half ago. it was more sexual then the last one XD it was me and him having sex in his church XD and guess what  XD hes mormon (if u dont know what that is ask) so yeah that was kind of funny XD
well anyway its time for me to head to skool so ill be off

so long, to anyone who is bored enough toread this crap XD

sincerely, your truely
SonnySunny

well ive been in school for two days and its not half bad. i actually really like all of my class. i singed up fro this class called Video editing and its actually really fun. at first i was thinking of dropping it because i thought that all we would do was make videos and present them but then when i went to the class on the first day of school i found out that we would also be working on photoshop and claymation. claymation is like what they did on the movie chicken run. when clay moves or at least looks like its moving. i really like it alot also my friend mattthew and cody are there. its alot of fun and im looking forward to it. The only thing i dont like is that my band class got bigger =[ i know its not a bad thing but i just dont like how crowded it feels. =[ but the new teacher there is actually pretty nice ^^ im hopefully going to get a violin soon and start getting lessons, :D which is what ive always wanted ^^ but anyway life has been ok so far. it just that getting up is kind of annoying. since all during the summer i went to sleep at like 3 a.m. and woke up at 12p.m. and now i have to go to bed at like 10p.m. and wake up at 5 a.m. its kind of hard ive spent my last few night staying up because i just couldnt fall asleep. but hopefully i get over that soon enought. well also i ended up finishing my book. Breaking Dawn from the popular twilight serious. it was really good i thought it was pretty funny XD next i really hope to read a few things from Edgar Allen Poe ^^ he was a writer in the american gothic literature era. and i think its pretty cool.  Also all of his poems and stories have a really unique twist. well thats all a really have to say today
ttyl <3
SonnySunny

well this is my first journal. i know nobody will read this which kind of why im writting it. i like the feeling of writting something for no one but my self. and the fact thats its public really is just an added bonus XD
well today i did nohing but fight with my two wicked sisters. i have one older sister and one younger one. they both band together to completly make my life a living hell. they remind me of the bullies at school who picked on since i was a new kid. its pretty sad that my own family reminds me of the worst place i have ever been in my life, school.
Yes just like 90% of the teen population i HATE! school. its not that i mind the learning, i actually like that part. learning about things that ive never heard about before. the thing that i really hate are the people. i live in a small town and people are very small minded. and if u look at my pic i dont actully look like a normal teeneage girl should (in there view >>) and because of my shyness people think that im crazy, satanic, or about to bomb the school>> 
i find that really annoying. well for today i guess that is all i should write :P the only reason this thing is so long right now is that i really like typing and hearing the keyboar tap and tap and tap lol but anyway i guess ill just write in this thing later :P 
bye^^

i think he should he is a great actor and the role he played in the dark knight was really great acting and even if he is dead he still deserves the Oscar :P